feeling a lil down today...=(
i guess its gona b e beginning of those days when life jus gets you down. i would never let it take away my optimism in life but it drains you of all ur energy when tings jus doesnt work out no matter how hard you try,it jus never seems enuff...a break now n then to jus indulge in a lil self pity =P ,charge up my energy,hold my head up high n face e challenges life has in store for me ^,^
i remembered...once when i was feeling down,sumone whom i had loved wif my entire heart n soul told me,when ur feelin lower than e grasshoppers knee,i will be there for you to hold you to get you bac on ur feet.
its not a very endearing quote to others i guess but to me,e quote held my whole world tghr...many years had passed since then but tears still welled up in my eyes when i tink about wat e person had said to me coz e person had hurt me so deeply that i still wished it was a bad dream that never happen..that relationship i had marks e end of a little girl's innocence n trust..n so whneva im down,i tink about all that has happen b4..it didnt kill me but it made me stronger coz i dun tink tings can get worst than wat i had went thru =) but tis is life,you will neva knw ^,'
awwwh.. well all of us have our ups and downs.. but dun let that get to you.. Nothing's worth putting you down, at any moment.. instead, face it with courage, for that would change anything bad to good..
ReplyDelete"Good or bad, is what we decide and what we decide determines who we will be" by Anonymous
thks jeff,
ReplyDeletejus wanted to vent my furstration by pennin it down tats all..i'll be alright after awhile =)
"Good or bad, is what we decide and what we decide determines who we will be" by Anonymous
it is tiring to b good,e other path will def be e easy way out..i do believ in karma but haf not seen it happen to anione yet..good or bad..but till judgement day arr,onli then shall we know~
oh well..its no use tokkin to me in tis state haha =P
No worries... we all need our ways to express our feelings, otherwise it'll be stuck in our heads/hearts and eventually break us down.. *whisper* I do that too, but privately cause I don't usually like people to know the sad things that happened..
ReplyDeleteYeah, at times it's really tiring being good. But it's really worth the effort. IMO, karma doesn't work the same all the time. At times, they work in such a way, that only the person him/herself will feel it.. For instance, guilt and regret. While doing something opposite of good seem to be easy and trouble-free, it may come to a point that it'll hurt others and eventually yourself, then comes regret. That'll be the worst of the lot.
Well I'm sure you know what's right.. So I've got no worries on that. If you think you're hitting a dead-end zone, well you've got friends around to help out.. =)